I used to love to climb trees as a kid. I would climb them and find a nice branch for a nap. Its funny I saw a cheetah on a documentary and I would day dream there that I was a cheetah basking in the afternoon sun the the desert. I never really went to sleep but I it was a fun game. So innocent life was climb the tree close my eyes and I was some where else. The time spent in the trees made me a dreamer.
I had a dream once back then sitting in that tree I prayed to God for my wife where ever she was that she was safe and happy for our unborn kids that might climb trees them selfs one day. I had a dream so real it was like I traveled to the future. I saw her my wife and I was so in love.
I thought I finally found her. But I was wrong, so wrong. I let my self dream of a future. I was a child again in the tree dreaming of far off lands it was simple. But grown up life never is that simple. In fact it has been my experience the hard way is the path I have been written.
I tell her I love you. she tells me I cant wait to introduce you to my new boyfriend. I am a fool.....
Next Year is only 20 hours away. I expect to see new doors.
NO fuck that I am no fool. I am tested and have been placed in the fire like silver I am refined. This is just another log to add to the fire. Come on life you wanna dance I might loose but your coming out of this one with some damage. a wild animal is most dangerous when its cornered and my backs against the wall.
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