im mad

im pale yes as close as your ever going to get to a vampire in real life. my eye hurt in in the sun. i can smell blood in the air. and yet you don't understand. I can't help yes i can see in the dark and all the think you think is special but i cant cure cancer and what the fuck and i do nothing nothing at all. I prayed to God and he listened as always but i don't understand as always. And then again i feel like a big pile of shit . sitting there ready fire a fine when the owner could have picked me up in a bag but not one will. but I am upset fire fire burns into my eyes. what out the world will burst. fuck you if you dont understand. im mad.