so much its gotta be plain jane

I have been here for two days now and wow. China is really cool I hear that this is sa post to be the honeymoon stage of the trip but. Ya things are really cool. and every one seems soo nice when im walking around in the streets people look at me in the face and smile some times. it feels good. although I have felt allot of the language brior. but all in all i think the good are worth so much more for the little bit of hard times i have felt. but i guess this is a trip of grouth and I can see that I have been growing allot so far and this is only day two. I do miss all you guys back home. and I think a little home sickness is peeking in the door but the thing is. I enjoy new and wow you would belive how new things are here. I know this post is a bit plain jane but theres just soo much that has happend im just trying to take it all in so far.

leaving thursday

China! I'm going and I have nothing packed, I keep thinking someone else is going. I guess its my way of making it all feel normal, and to not think about it. well maybe I should bring it back to where it all started.

Lets take it back to a couple months ago...... no I need to go back even farther... 3rd grade world civilization class..... this class normally induced boredom which induced desk hugging and a heavy heavy case of daydreaming. But today was different with my feet swinging in my chair. The teacher says, take out your world civ. books class. So I do as she says and I open my pillow to the place in which I will be drooling. (thats so a lie i dont think i have ever drooled on a book. but it sounds good.hehe) but the page opens to a new chapter, and that chapter is on china. Needless to say I napped later, and something just sparked. Creating a life long interest in the contry.

I am finaly going. Im going. Im going. I keep telling my self so I can realize it. But it seems to impossible for me. right now even if we were having a conversation and I'm telling you Ya I leave thursday tell you the truth it feels like I'm lieing. but the only one I am lieing to is my self.

But it has to be true. I have committed way past a whim and im on my way. Got the ticket. Got the backpack. I quit my job. So im sure ill wake up on the plane but as for now im swimming through time, till I blast off. Ohh ya I also got the candy! hehehe. Im sure ill blog about that later.


(look at this face. its me and look im sleeping. > u_u hmmm ill just let that guy sleep till we reach the plane.)