This was the beginning of a story but this is a true statement.

I was so cold standing there in front of the ocean gazing into the power and grace of nature. Frozen then blind to any possibility but the moment I was experiencing.

old emails and no vegetable oil

I was looking for something else on an email and I found a email from years ago from a friend I no longer talk to but we are kinda friends on facebook. She is married and ehhh friends with a married woman is not really cool or girl in a relationship as a matter of fact. So I was reading over the email and noticing dam my English was horrible back then. Yes I am no English teacher now but wow. I am glad I have worked on it and notice I have improved greatly.

I have given up carbs for lent. It has been a very difficult first couple of days. I got sick and tired and feverish. Then its gotten easy and tell you the truth I think this is my new way of life. Limit my carbs and no vegetable oil.

Now that I look back at the old ways of my youth. Looking back I feel foolish but I guess thats how I learn the hard way, hitting every branch on the way down. I fear to look at my myspace blog oh the shame. Now that I am older I still find my self still finding new trees to fall out of but I am smarter now. This makes me happy to not be in that boat with no pattle.

The Prince of Egypt Soundtrack - "Through Heaven's Eyes"

I just finished watching The Prince of Egypt by dream works. One song really stood out to me this time around. Thinking about this made me wonder why as I sat there tears welling in my eyes because of this song I never thought about much before. It could be because finally I see a little how maybe the things we work on in our life that never brings financial gain can be the most meaningful. Or a bit passing kindness at the right moment could be saving someone from the straw the broke the camels back. Makes me want to do more in my life that can not been seen as right in the worlds eyes but right in through heavens eyes.