Wednesday, November 9, 2011

nothing but a bunch of random thoughts.

Lately, I'm not sure I have felt about writing or even drawing something. Many thoughts have been passing my mind which is often the case when passing my birth date. Maybe because I have passed a large milestone in my life. Past my twenties now and beginning my thirties. I went to the doctors today and she shook my hand two times. It brings thoughts to my mind, little things like that. Or seeing bar scenes in movies or movies about love. I want to tell you right now I took a break from this blog. and found that one of my favorite musicians just came out with a new CD. It brought a smile to my face and I wish I could share that with you. Little moments like that. Maybe that last sentence was not so literary but its the truth, plain and simple. I have been single for many years now, almost seven years. And I think I'm ready. Gone are the lingering thoughts of possible love, or life with another. I am a clean slate. Back are the days of watching romantic movies with wonderment. The sun has risen on a new day, and that day is looking delightful. Some one I know on facebook updated there status to Metamorphoses. I love that word. Its a story all rolled up into one. You can imagine so much with just that word. For example I always picture Dark Metamorphoses, A spell in a video game. Funny, so basic the thought. But its deeper then that. That two word statement stuck with me. As a being of sin I will do good in this world of dark and go against my nature. So I often yell at the top of my lungs with my inner voice Dark Metamorphoses. Funny what sticks with you.