This road is closed for repair

I have much to much to do, and no mind for thought or focus at the moment. Last night I tried to sabotage my self, again. On my path of destruction which is most commonly a one way street with no others on rout to the destination I found a road block. Someone finally stood in my way telling me this road is closed for repair. I so needed this, I woke up. I really needed to hear it. Fixing the road I walk is something I have needed to do for a long time. No longer should I walk the path destruction, no now I will walk the path to success.

An apex moment for me. The plot has changed and so has the mood. A new writer has written a little in my script I live and its what the story has needed all along.


Circles look best when round and drawn carefully, and the lines have only been visited once.

the night sky torments me

I think I was born in the wrong time, or maybe its the wrong planet. Recently I have spent some time staring at the stars. Night time used to bring allot of peace to me, now the night sky torments me. I am alone, all alone. Maybe I am feeling self destructive or extreme self loathing.