China! I'm going and I have nothing packed, I keep thinking someone else is going. I guess its my way of making it all feel normal, and to not think about it. well maybe I should bring it back to where it all started.
Lets take it back to a couple months ago...... no I need to go back even farther... 3rd grade world civilization class..... this class normally induced boredom which induced desk hugging and a heavy heavy case of daydreaming. But today was different with my feet swinging in my chair. The teacher says, take out your world civ. books class. So I do as she says and I open my pillow to the place in which I will be drooling. (thats so a lie i dont think i have ever drooled on a book. but it sounds good.hehe) but the page opens to a new chapter, and that chapter is on china. Needless to say I napped later, and something just sparked. Creating a life long interest in the contry.
I am finaly going. Im going. Im going. I keep telling my self so I can realize it. But it seems to impossible for me. right now even if we were having a conversation and I'm telling you Ya I leave thursday tell you the truth it feels like I'm lieing. but the only one I am lieing to is my self.
But it has to be true. I have committed way past a whim and im on my way. Got the ticket. Got the backpack. I quit my job. So im sure ill wake up on the plane but as for now im swimming through time, till I blast off. Ohh ya I also got the candy! hehehe. Im sure ill blog about that later.
(look at this face. its me and look im sleeping. > u_u hmmm ill just let that guy sleep till we reach the plane.)
